Mariesha Devall's Blog (11)

the other side

its never greener on the other side

its just tinnier littler and smaller

like me you always said your so small

and i always thought i'm so tiny 

but i'm not just a push over and i'm not superficial i'm not upset

i'm not babbling this is real and i can't keep hating the fact that you don't like it that you hate it so what

i'm not small nor am i wantign to go on the other side it was never greener thay lied it just

looks nice

it looks great

just not… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:30pm — No Comments

they told me

they told me a thousand times to just let go.

whatever nothing ever gets better it just gets worst

it has to get better to get worst

all lies

and yet no1 lives up to them

or their parents expectations

and if they do

their just broken and scared of all the bull

and crap they live with

when your born your dream is your parents perspactive of you

you hate it so what no gives a crap

i hate what my parents want me to be

a responsible… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:29pm — No Comments

lalalalalalalaalalalalalalalalaalaaaaa

u found me on the corner of brazos and magnolia were the east was all but lost i was all alone smokin one last joint again i said were have i been and bowed and started to pray oh my god y'd u leave me here alone to get thru this the only one whos ever known who i am who i hate and who loves me i know for sure how long i will stand next to him i spent so long near the telephon and he never called when i knew were he was lying in a ditch on the south side of town.



lost in my mind i… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:29pm — No Comments

party

in the day or in the times thru the news thru the fines out the door into the stray out of your life intot he way you think i am i am nothign concerned to you belive me when i say i never loved this anyway all of the rights i have make so amny worngs the wrongs you had fallen down and into sleep into my heart im fast asleep down thru the tunnel to the other side i'm so happy i came out alive if i hadnt who woulda thoguht id be stuck siting with you in the dark?



i would never have… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:28pm — No Comments

believe cry lone know

belive me when i say i never meant to make you cry

belive me when i say i never wanted you to die

belive me when i say i only wanted you to stay

belive me whenm i say i say

belive me belive



know this when i say i hope your happy with your choice

know this when i say i hope your living your lie of a life

know this when i say i hate the little things you do

know this when i say i might still be in love with you

know this know… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:27pm — No Comments

alone (an original song)

I'm like an angel with her wings torn away a fire swelling deep in side a bay

a heart tearing everything apart are you questioning my soul deep part

im like the kiss in middle of the night just like the heart that made you take flight

he took my wings from me and all of my sight now i glide alone all thru the night



just as the dawn breaks away i know no more time i must go away

into the arms the heavenly arms i stay with a man so far away he barley knows my… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:27pm — No Comments

dont come unless youre already here

todays the change i see in you

what the hell am i saying theres no change in you

what am i saying now

you dont even exist

but you stand before me eyes full of tears

and i stand before eyes dry

you tell me not to wave or say goodbye

i no longer care i cant help but cry

in fear that one day you wont come back

and ill remeber that

you told me not to miss you

you knew that id cry you told me dont worry one day well fly

and i told you… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:26pm — No Comments

does it really matter if life leaves

does it really matter how i left you in the rain

does it really matter how you kept playing games

does it go to show you th8t some way i was better?

do you even know how much it hurts.

did i try to push you away?

maybe we'll try again sum other day?

i don't know were to begin my hearts been smashed into a million pieces and i can't run away.

i don't know how to get were i need to be.

i guess were all diffrent

just try to reach out to me

give me… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:25pm — No Comments

why...?

i know i know x2
no matter what they say 
the answers still the same 
caught up in your lie
i never said it twice 
no matter what you do
i cant say i did'nt love you
i cant say i did'nt love you
i cant keep racing 
and pacing 
i need you now
all i got is one shot 
and you cant stick around
all the money i wasted on this affair
im so…
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Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:23pm — No Comments

no matter what...?

does it really matter how i left you in the rain

does it really matter how you kept playing games

does it go to show you th8t some way i was better?

do you even know how much it hurts.

did i try to push you away?

maybe we'll try again sum other day?

i don't know were to begin my hearts been smashed into a million pieces and i can't run away.

i don't know how to get were i need to be.

i guess were all diffrent

just try to reach out to me

give me… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:21pm — No Comments

i hvae managed myself inside out

i have managed mysself inside out

i have doubted you

and doubted myself

i have cried

i have tried

and i failed

to lose my heart i shall never prevail



you were to kind to fall for me

i was to insecure to lead you to belive

i watched moutains past before my eyes

and the tears i cried

the tears i cried

i have cried

i have tried

and i failed

to lose my heart

i shall never

prevail



i was so… Continue

Added by mariesha Devall on March 28, 2011 at 6:19pm — No Comments


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